Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Heartsong



Take heart!
Even in the twisted times, when reason’s ring has wrung all meaning
From the lashings of our living’s lessons
When our lips like purse-strings draw the lines of lovers lost and keening—
Even when our deepest heart connections (so often indistinguishable
from our heart’s attachments) snap from the strain
Of holding circumstance in a static place it cannot linger—
Even then you can hear it
If you listen.
Yes, you can. 
There is a need for hate and hurt and pain,
There is a reason our deepest love can feel like hate when it snaps back
broken, there’s a reason you dig out the depths of your
Purpose with the jaded spade of despair (in those twisted times)
If only to make the well deeper—that well you’ll draw your passion from when
The twisted muscles have relaxed, when the fears of still more pain have receded
And the muse begins to whisper in your ear.
You are not alone. 
No never. 
Nor ever are you given more than you
Can hold, but just enough to stretch the muscles of your spirit,
And muscles lubed with patience, faith, and courage stretch with wider motion
Than devotion to some rigid rote can train them.
You are needed in the after hours—those hours after love has fled (the lily love
That keeps its fragrance while the springsun beams, but no longer).
You are needed in the desperate times, when love is menaced (the polaris love that,
Stringless and implacable, saunters narrowly around true north but never leaves it).
You are needed stretched and tested, for your heart can love and hate and clutch and snap
But always, always will it find more of itself to give. 
So take it.
Take Heart. 
You are needed.
You are loved.

-Darren Reiley